Blue October - Hate Me

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I have to block out thoughts of you 

so I don’t lose my head 
Em
they crawl in like a cockroach 

leaving babies in my bed 
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Dropping little reels of tape 

To remind me I'm alone 
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Playing movies in my head 

That make a porno feel like home 

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There's a burning in my pride 

A nervous bleeding in my brain 
Em
And ounce of pieces is all I want for you 

Will you never call again 

C
And will you never say that you loved me 

Just to put it in my face 
D
Will you never try to reach me 

It is I that wanted space 

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Hate Me today 
         Em   
Hate me tomorrow 
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Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you 

I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I?ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling ?make it go away!?
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered ?How can you do this to me??

Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you

Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you